You know that feeling you get in the pit of your stomach? That Monday feeling? Well it’s returned. I’m currently lying in bed after having a few days off really hating the idea of heading into the office tomorrow.
On a positive, I’ve been doing some research into my business idea this weekend and even started to put a little bit of money away to buy tools. I’ve invested a little bit of my salary this month and with the help of people in Facebook groups, online videos and research I’ve put together a wish list of the basics I need to kick-start my business project. It might take me a few months to get everything from the list (it is quite extensive) but I should be able to start practising in a few weeks. All baby steps to do something I love, rather than continue to be treated like shit.
I shall keep you updated on progress and give you a sneak peek into my purchases when they arrive.
For now though I must try and remain as positive as I can.
Yesterday I decided to treat myself to a new toy and it was delivered today – The joys of Amazon Prime!
I thought about the times when C would prefer to play a game, and I’m sat with nothing to do so I bought myself a Ciscle Disc Stylus to do a bit of drawing! I’ve got it working with Sketchbook for Android and I have to say I’m really impressed so far. Only costing £9.99 for two, they came in a lovely white presentation box, complete with velvet bag and 6 extra disc nibs. The stylus also have a nib each fitted (8 in total), so great value for money. I opted for the black and gold versions, but they had many more colours available.
Eager to test them out I had to factory reset my android tablet, as months of game hoarding were slowing it down somewhat. Once reset I installed all the apps I needed and got to work! A few hours later many attempts later, I am ending the night with a complete drawing.
Meet my digital self, Tilly!
In my life I’ve never once asked for help. My dysfunctional, non-existing family are the reason I am the person I am today. A recluse. I don’t have friends, only acquaintances and to people on the outside I must come across like I have my shit together, but in reality I don’t. I need help. I need to cut strings, move on, grow up and make some massive life changes. I need to be positive. I need to spread happiness.
With that in mind, I’m going to be really cheeky and ask you lot – my followers, my virtual friends for a little bit of help by buying me a virtual brew (or coffee) $4 is all I ask. I plan to use my brew fund to make some positive changes to my life, starting today.
So what’s in it for you, I hear you ask….
Buy me one brew ($4) and I will send you a little bit of happiness in a bottle.
Buy me more brews and I’ll send my little bottles of happiness to your friends and family – $12 will get you 3 bottles, $20 will get you 5 and you can even send me a special note to include with your bottles 🙂
If you are feeling generous and want to buy into my bottle idea, then please pop over to my Buy me a Coffee page, buy me a Coffee/Brew and drop me an email with your details.
Thank you!! ♥
Today I woke with a raging migraine so I called in sick and layed in bed until 8am. Work is really getting me down at the minute so once the migraine died down a little I took to Google and Pinterest to search for some inspiration to start up my own business and do things my way for a change. I’ve got a good few ideas, but need to map it all out with budgets to see if they’ll be viable routes to take. I’m not going to tell C yet as I’m thinking I’ll just put together a plan and perhaps get something going on Kickstarter and see where it takes me. My goal is to be doings things for myself come January, but we’ll see!
Back to the hum drum 9-5 tomorrow ☹️