This was the weekend of romance, of making plans, of being together. This was the weekend our daughter went away with school and we got some quality time as a couple.
Oh how wrong was I.
We’ve not left the house since Thursday night. We’ve watched TV and hardly spoken.
Why is it that if I don’t make arrangements to do something or book to go away somewhere we don’t do anything? Is it wrong of me to expect him to organise something every once in a while?
It’s his birthday next month and I’m seriously considering selling the Bears Den tickets I’ve bought him as a surprise.
You know when you forget you’re angry and carry on like nothing happened? Well I did that today and even though we’re talking, I still want him to apologise for his behaviour.
On another note I’ve got crippling pain in my lower back/side area so I’ve come to bed with my hot water bottle to try and ease it.
Never rains but it pours.
You could cut the atmosphere with a knife. We’re not talking, just passing each other like ships on water. I think I’ve had enough. I think it’s easier to just be alone.
I’ve passed two hours just sitting in the tub.
So in reality I’m a crap blogger. I promise and never deliver. I might change this whole setup.
Today we are fighting yet again.
When there’s that one meme that you can relate to more than any others….
Today I woke with a raging migraine so I called in sick and layed in bed until 8am. Work is really getting me down at the minute so once the migraine died down a little I took to Google and Pinterest to search for some inspiration to start up my own business and do things my way for a change. I’ve got a good few ideas, but need to map it all out with budgets to see if they’ll be viable routes to take. I’m not going to tell C yet as I’m thinking I’ll just put together a plan and perhaps get something going on Kickstarter and see where it takes me. My goal is to be doings things for myself come January, but we’ll see!
Back to the hum drum 9-5 tomorrow ☹️
… be asleep.
Why is it your brain starts going 1000mph when you really just wanted to get an early night?
Urgh – I feel god awful today. Achey, nausea, headache, cold, tired and just in general bleurgh. I woke up for work, started getting ready and had to retreat to bed. Now I’m on the sofa with a blanket, my pillow and a cat because lying down makes me feel worse.
Today is going to be a long day!
I’m sat here planning tomorrow’s breakfast, lunch and dinner, but with our Ocado shop not arriving until tomorrow evening, I’m a bit limited to what I can do – I’d nip to the Supermarket but I’m not feeling 100%, so opted to stay indoors, warm and just take it easy.
So far my meal plan looks like this:
Breakfast – Two weetabix, milk and a glass of fresh orange juice.
Lunch – Roasted salmon, tomatoes and cous cous.
Dinner – Omelette with carrot fries.
I’m aiming to get up at 5.30am tomorrow and to squeeze in a 20 min cardio session, that is of course if I can get my arse out of bed!